Laid Bare

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

I am curious if anyone comes to this by accident, thinking its pron or such. Such sad dissappointment.
I had an awful day yesterday, full of frustration and guilt. I am punishing myself for thoughtcrimes. I am expecting myself to be perfect. I am not, i am human. I must remember that. I am finding little pockets of space for myself, so that I can take a mini vacation. Last night it was a bath soak. I think I shall repeat that nightly, it is cleansing in more than the obvious ways. I also bought myself a game I wanted to try. I am too damn hard on myself. Oh well.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Exercise in futility

I am hoping that this foray into the blogiverse turns out to be more productive and enjoyable than my last. Perhaps it will, given that I am not actively giving away the addy. I had a crazy time and gave up on people. Specific people. At any rate, I will see where this takes me.